The songs that teared my heart

Something is wrong with the blog skin.. Lol anyways.. yeah it's been awhile ever since i last blog. Like many and any working adults you kinda lose the energy that you use to have.. Once you are home most of the time you just wanna check some mails and head back to the bed. But today i've decided that i should just update my blog with the thoughts that have been going through today.

It's like any other usual day that we pass by, and like any other day i get off my mum's car and head up to the train station. Taking the usual steps, when i reached the platform, i walked towards the last cabin then i took a look at the huge clock. The clock says it's 9am and I thought to myself yup the train will be reaching in a min. Soon the train arrived, like any other usual day i stepped into the train finding the corner seat to myself. I popped my ipod and let it figure what it should be playing till i reached Kallang and off to work. As the day planned ahead, filled with so many things to do, ordering of equipments, getting the logistics done, emailing, checking more emails and suddenly i was hit by the song Healer. Right at my desk, i teared over it. The same anointing fallen right where i was at. I was reminded of so many things. I remember how i didn't like this song before until i hear the lyrics out. I didn't know how to even express how thankful i am. Thankful of the many time my failure doesn't stop him from healing my wounded soul. Then i watched the dvd i borrowed, "This is Our God". Indeed the songs speaks of every character God is about. In Healer, Joel H spoke about his conversation with Mike. G. Yeah everyone knows that all these was like a show put up to boost up our faith in Christ but when i listen to the many different ones sang this song, God's anointing was in that place, God's anointing was with that man who wrote this song. and the same anointing was with everyone who listens it. Joel expresses his speech-lessness to how Mike describes about the worse situation that he could be in.. He said "how long? How long more? yet.. there is again the faith in him that... is.. speechless.." Mike says, that this anointing that was there shouldn't just be where it is.. It should be with whoever that sings this song. Today, i walked home Singing this song aloud in my heart and while walking home i cry out to God.

The Dessert Song, like Healer, i didn't like it before until i saw the faith in that song, i saw the hope that's in this song. Like any usual day, after work, i board the train and i waited for a seat. As i sat down, i took out the laptop wanting to do some edits or perhaps catch some video entertainments. I clicked on my edits and realized it's all in my hard disk so i continued to watch the interview in This is Our God. Jill.M sang this song. This song says, "All of my life, In every season You are still God, I have a reason to sing, a reason to worship and I will bring praise, no weapon forged against me shall remain.." and this is the part that goes all out with faith and courage and that's to rejoice and declare that God is my victory and He is Here." I couldn't help it but to be reminded the time i was down in the lowest valley of my life, i wanted to leave everything aside and just move on with life like how i want it to be. But he took me back. I was reminded in the lowest time of my life, when things come against me, everyday was a battle to walk home, fearing that i'll be alone in my room, fearing the problems that i've to face when i'm home, I cry out to God and he gave me faith to trust in him that he is always with me. I was reminded the time when i couldn't bring myself to lift up my hands to just worship him, and he gave me the courage to lift up my hands once again on stage to just sing to him. I can never forget the time when i'm singing to him and he smiles back at me, i can never forget the every season of my life. He was there for me and the sense of joy in me couldn't be held within me anymore that i just go all out rejoicing knowing that he is the very reason why i'm singing why i'm worshipping..

Lord!!! I Love You!!