Friends

Monday, 12:27am. Rather windy now.

Today marks the first day of me being "jobless". 

Getting my day planned, I met up with weiling at ikea. 

While waiting for her, my ex colleagues called me..

Wondering if i'm enjoying my life now lying on the bed snoring away

or have i got my butts up to see what else i have for the coming future road...

Well.. I'm not too sure how noisy or maybe quiet the office had been..

Unsure what was going on in everyone's mind while they first stepped into the office. 

Has my presence left the office with a sudden unfamiliar tone.. 

No longer jazzy music appears early in the morning..

No longer hearing the crappy-ness i left... 

On the other side of the island..

A sudden unfamiliar way of living hits me right in the morning. 

Sleeping without anyone waking you up asking if there is work today. 

Spending my afternoon out in ikea as if it's my holiday..

It's so unfamiliar to me with this way of living. 

However, i'm glad... and thankful..

for that one call my friends made to just check out on me... 

Knowing the battle is gonna be tougher they supported my choice.. 

I was.. digging out the dvds i had...

with all my previous projects...

and I came acrossed this 2 huge cards..

Somehow.. i was touched..

These 2 cards were written last year.

it amazed me in this 1 year.. How much i've changed..

Busy-ness washes off the foundations for friendship. 

The importance of making that extra effort to look out for each other.

2009 hasn't been easy..

I've figured friends whom had been so close to me before... 

i've not make time... 

to check on them.

and when I looked at those 2 cards...

it reminded me of the tough times we had gone through.

the words were simple..

but it means so much.